438th post: Desires

When was my last non-story/anime post here? 2 weeks ago.

There are so many things that I have been wanting to do, but didn’t. Singing, playing the orchestra, meet up with friends, traveling to far-away places, etc., are to name a few. My parents are mostly absent during my growing-up years, so I don’t know things well or in a one-sided view and therefore mature quite slowly compared to my peers. In fact, I never bought things on a regular basis by myself, but through my parents (and their money), until just 3-4 years ago. Quite embarrassing to say considering my age now.

In addition to the missed opportunities mentioned above, they are also those caused by an another person: directly or indirectly. Whatever those missed opportunities are, I will never know, as it didn’t happen on top of the many possibilities that can/could have happen. I was not mature enough to know cause and effect of things as they are not mention in the description directly and not know how to tell. Who knows how different my life would be now if they did happen.

My appetite to eat a lot of food from then has also dropped mysteriously. And neither has the been a change of my body mass of more than a kilo, which is already considered quite light.

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